What is a challenge you never want to face?
Last Updated: 29.06.2025 12:25
Medications that would put me to sleep and activate the dull me, the injections, the pain I accepted and got used to.
Anything but a bad me
Sleepless nights, constantly changing positions, sleepy days, stuck to the bed, the urge to hide,
How much of lounge pianists playing is from repertoire, and how much is improvised?
Sounds, loud music, banging doors, a ringing moblie phone, the early mornings I had to stuff my ears with earbuds because I couldn't bear the chirpings.
Consistent doctor visits, heavy meds and for the span of over a year,
This time, when it finally goes, I never ever want to see it's face. I don't want to see faces of sympathy around me.
Happier, better and free is all I wanna be.